On today’s episode of Live Lean TV, I’m sharing a personal story of why I failed at my fitness goals and how I’m going to overcome my fear of achieving them.
All right, let me be real with you, like I always am.
A few months ago, I came home pretty down on myself.
Now I usually write these personal experiences in my journal, but I feel you could learn from this, and apply it to any of your current fitness goals.
So that’s why I wanted to share my personal experiences with you.
I’ve been creating YouTube videos for over 10 years.
Throughout my journey, most of the video topics I share on Live Lean TV, are taken directly from the questions you ask me about transforming your health and body.
However, I also like to share my personal stories and things that I’m struggling with.
I do this because I often feel creators try to be too perfect, rather than being open, honest, and vulnerable with their community.
That’s why I prefer to take the opposite approach where I share my failures in both my fitness journey and personal life.
So hopefully you’ll appreciate my openness and honesty with this post, and can apply the learnings to your current situation.
If you do find this helpful, please leave a comment below to let me know, so I can continue to bring you value.
Well, you know I always coach you to do the things that take you outside of your comfort zone every day.
But I don’t always live up to my own words.
And that’s not typical of me, as I take a lot of pride in living true to my own message.
I’m telling you this story because it’s my way of holding myself accountable to you, by practicing what I preach.
Here’s what went down.
I first achieved my ideal physique back in 2012, when I was 31 years old.
It’s now 10 years later, and even though I’m 41 years old now, I feel like I’ve done a pretty good job at maintaining my muscle and body fat levels.
I do this by following a healthy balanced lifestyle, while still enjoying life.
Since these healthy behaviors have now turned into healthy habits, when it comes to fitness, I don’t really struggle with my physique anymore.
However, as a 41 year old, my main focus is on maintaining my youthfulness and athleticism.
If you’ve been a long-term YouTube subscriber, you may remember the videos from 2013 where I set 30 day athletic goals to learn how to do a:
Well, I’m happy to say I successfully learned how to complete a front lever and kip up, but I honestly never really mastered the handstand.
Even years after posting my handstand challenge video, I remember seeing comments asking where the progress video was.
Well, I didn’t have one, because I didn’t really work towards achieving my goal of holding a handstand.
To be honest, even after all of these years, this failure still eats away at me.
So here’s my first declaration.
I will successfully hold a handstand.
Please do me a favor and keep me accountable by checking in with me on my socials.
The other athletic movement I’ve always wanted to do was the back flip.
Back in 2014, I used to live by a beautiful outdoor field in downtown Toronto.
I was so determined to attempt my first back flip there.
As I walked to the field, I still remember feeling so hyped and energized, that I could mentally see myself doing a back flip.
Now don’t get me wrong, I wasn’t expecting my first attempt to be a flawless, Olympic worthy back flip.
But I did expect to at least take the first step of overcoming my fear and attempting it.
I set up my video camera, since you know I would be filming this stuff, I planted my two feet on the field, I visualized landing on my two feet, and repeated out loud, “Just commit to it Brad”.
Then I went through the step-by-step physical movements to complete a back flip, and then I physically froze.
I couldn’t get my body to do what my brain was telling me to do.
Maybe I was distracted by all the dogs running around the field, or maybe I was just scared.
Yeah, you’re right, I was too scared to attempt a back flip, so I stayed inside my comfort zone.
I still remember walking home with such a sense of defeat.
But to my credit, 2 days later, I was in New York City and I decided to take action on my goal by taking a gymnastics lesson.
During that lesson, I at least made my first back flip attempt, with the coach spotting me.
However, fast forward to today, and I have still never attempted to do a back flip on my own.
So since I’m now 41 years old, do I just move on now and give up on my back flip goal?
Well, I’ll be 100% honest.
I’m even more scared and doubtful as a 41 year old.
But, I’m going to use that fear to drive me even more.
This leads me to my second declaration.
I will learn how to safely complete a back flip.
Okay, let’s talk about my kip up.
I first shared a YouTube video on how I learned how to kip up 8 years ago, when I was 34 years old.
A few months ago, I decided to film an updated tutorial video for Instagram.
However, once I turned on the camera to film it, I quickly realized my body forgot how to do it.
I failed rep after rep and was getting super frustrated with myself.
It was also starting getting into my head that since I’m now 41 years old, maybe I lost all my explosiveness.
Just like that defeated feeling I felt in 2014 after leaving the field in Toronto, I felt the same defeated feeling leaving the field in California.
Lastly, I’ve always wanted to do the splits.
Back in 2019, I got pretty close to doing the front splits, but for some reason I lost focus and stopped practicing it.
So after a little reflection today, I decided to search for what the key learning was from all of these experiences.
Here are the 3 key learnings that I came up with.
Even though I didn’t accomplish my handstand or back flip goal yet, I at least had the discipline to show up.
Even though the action of showing up was a small win, I also look at it as another deposit into my courage bank.
Consistent deposits, no matter how small, will eventually lead to bigger gains.
This one is self-explanatory.
One of my favorite mentors, Robin Sharma, said it best:
“Discipline is built by consistently performing small acts of courage.”
So keep moving forward towards your goals, no matter how small the steps.
Always search to learn from your experiences, and try to pull something positive from them.
And lastly, never give up.
After reflecting on these experiences, I feel much better about it now, and I’m really looking forward to stepping back on the field again, to make another courage deposit towards my fitness goals.
Let’s see how big of a deposit I’ll make in the coming weeks.
But I need your help in deciding which fitness goal to go after first.
In the comments below, let me know if you want me to master the kip up again, the handstand, the back flip, or the splits?
I plan on documenting my journey over on my other YouTube vlog channel, BradGouthroTV.
So if you’re interested in helping me stay accountable to my fitness goals, go subscribe to my BradGouthroTV YouTube channel here.
Thank you for hearing me out and allowing me to share my wins and losses with you.
Much love, and keep Living Lean.
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Brad Gouthro is the founder of Live Lean TV, a media company focused on helping men and women “Live Lean” 365 days a year. Brad’s programs and content have helped millions of people all over the world learn how to get in shape, and more importantly, sustain it for life.